A piece of thought (1)

When I was just a little girl
I wondered if I could touch the sky
Everything I saw was so amazing
Till I grew up become who I am

I used to be a little girl who wanted to be a doctor, wanted to be an astronaut, wanted to be a scientist, and so on
World became a beautiful place
Everybody told me that I can be whatever I want if I can be a smart and beautiful girl

Yayaya..
Such opinion is not totally wrong, but now when I am 20, I can see that there are more important than being a smart and beautiful girl. Most of the "big" people come from a poor condition and pathetic situation. This world isn't that easy and beautiful as I thought. The world I see today is different with the world I used to live. Yes, of course! It can't be refused. But there is one thing I always believe inside. I believe that I can live my life in such a world I have here inside my brain. Anytime I close my eyes, I see the different world I see in front. I have a dream world that no one couldn't understand. Why? Because it is just about me. Me and my dream. The dream world which is in the different definition of the world people say outside that  door.


C.P. 2013